Life is a Messy Business

There were many subjects I could have chosen but I suppose getting my life back on track is the main mission. Where do I start? Before it was DH who was struggling and in a dark area of his life. Now I'm there and I can't move past it.

I know how it feel about having regrets for decisions made in the past. Just about everyone has regrets about past decisions. I've learned that the important thing is that you don't dwell on past decisions. But when you get down to it, whether the decisions you've made are right or wrong what's done is done and nothing you can do will change past decisions. The important thing is to let that person off the hook for past actions. I can't keep beating myself up over things I can't change. I still have the rest of MY life to live. I deserve to be happy. What do I want to do? How do I not cheat myself out of my own happiness by feeling hatred for the rest of my life over things that can't be changed now that there done?

I think I'm putting too much of this crap on myself, when it's not my fault. I never asked for any of this. I need to make a decision and make my life the one I want. It is time to take back control of my life and move forward.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

“Remember God's bounty in the year. String the pearls of His favor. Hide the dark parts, except so far as they are breaking out in light! Give this one day to thanks, to joy, to gratitude!”
By: Henry Ward Beecher

I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving with family and loved ones.

Xoxo, Del

"Scary Halloween to you!"

From ghoulies and ghost and long leg beast things go bump in the night,

Be Safe and Have A Happy Halloween!
Del

Taking a Deep Breath

Good morning all,

DH is in very hard place right now and he was leaving to Crown King to camp for the weekend with a friend. I told him to relax this weekend and enjoy him self. He tells me even if I do, I come back and its right back in my face when I get home. I understand his situation and where he is coming from, but if he is going to be so depressed and negative about the whole thing and does not want help.
How am I suppose to be strong for the both of us right now? I still come home put a smile on my face and listen to him about how sorry he fills for him self. I tell him that we are okay and we will get through it together, no matter what. That I love him very much and I will be here for him through thick or thin. I'm always trying to instill positive thoughts in his mind or at least let him know that I'm in positive state of the situation. I'm always praying for guidance and for him to lead DH in the right path right now.

Sorry for the post, I needed to vent and need some inspiration from you ladies.
Del ( =

Halloween

Hello everyone! I have a new post up at T2P. Go check out my ideas for Halloween.
I also wanted to share my lo here and the image that I found for my dragon that was used for my paper piece. The tree is my design, so I hope you all like it.

Hope you are have a great Friday! Del (=

Blog Hop Winner

Hello Every One!!!
Today we have one LUCKY WINNER and her name is

Cheryl if you can please send me an email to ddmartinez13@hotmail.com , I will get your package in the mail asap.
I also want to thank everyone else for leaving comments and playing along in the hop. It was a joy to read all your lovely comments that you to the time to post. I'm very sorry I don' have a price for everyone ) :
Have a lovely day!
Del (:

Thoughts 2 Paper Blog Hop

WELCOME to Thoughts 2 Paper Blog Hop!!! If you have already started the Hop and came from Liz's Blog then you are on the right track.

We have a great line up of blog inspiration for you! Our theme this month is "Christmas/Holiday".

To take part all you have to do is visit all the blogs. Leave a comment on all 13 blogs in addition to the T2P blog. Post a message letting us know that you have completed the blog hop and your name will be enter in a drawing for a price. Contributors also get there name enter in a drawing to win a price from ME. The blog hop will be for one day only. Oh, along the way you have chances to win prices from the individual blog owners.

For my inspiration I created a Christmas layout.
Items Used: Americancrafts Primaries, which include the Brown and Red card stock. Classic 11 1/2, S.E.I Christmas Mint Collection, Kaiser Scrapbook Rub Ons - Christmas. All product comes from the store or will be uploaded very soon.

Your next Stop is Karen's Blog. I hope you enjoyed the Hop.

Have a wonderful DAY!!!

Del (:

Father's

Hi everyone!

I've got a new lo up at T2P and it is also for one of the Baby books that I'm working on. The lady that I made this for gave this and the other page to her husband for Father's day. I just hope he likes it as much as she does.

I also got a new order for a baby book on Twins. That will be the first for me. It's always either one or the other and now I have to combine both a girl and a boy into one book. Yikes! I bought the paper today and it was kind of hard to find a common ground that would work for both of them. So I will see how it works.

Well have a great weekend everyone!

Del

P.S.

Don't forget you have till the end of the month to play along in the 2 sketch that are up at T2P.

Father's Day Sale

Though Father's Day to some may not be a big deal but there are others that really want to show dad they love him by giving a gift of hand made love. And with that, you can find deals and savings on all sorts of goodies. Take advantage of the Father's Day Sale at T2P June 10th to 18th. Find savings of 30% off of everything. Use coupon code:DadDay30 and head down there for some great savings.

Hope you have great day sharing with the one's you love!!!
Del :)

Memorial Day Sale 2010 Launched

Monday is Memorial day and lots of retailers are having their sales events. So, T2P is launching their very 1st Memorial Day Sale. This year’s event, includes an official 30% off everything in the store. You don't want to miss out on this deal. Head on over there with coupon code: MemorialSpecial30. Happy shopping everyone.

May your weekend be safe and fun!
Del :)